i don't know if i'll ever be rid of the hate
ceilteach79 9:30 AM i just know i don't let it consume me. i can't
sollust1 9:31 AM hate?
ceilteach79 9:31 AM you will always and forever be before anything else the person who took my son from me
ceilteach79 9:31 AM the marriage and divorce are so unimportant next to that
sollust1 9:32 AM yeah, we're going to have to disagree there...
sollust1 9:32 AM you left him here...completely willingly...
ceilteach79 9:33 AM because the state of florida said i must and the lawyer said I would end up throwing $40,000 at it only to lose
ceilteach79 9:34 AM if he had said $40,000 and a chance of winning, even 50/50 I would have thrown $40,000
sollust1 9:34 AM florida did not tell you to leave
sollust1 9:34 AM you went all by yourself
ceilteach79 9:35 AM We're never going to see this the same way
ceilteach79 9:35 AM I've been wanting to leave Florida for years and you know it
ceilteach79 9:35 AM and you played it, saying that you never intended to move, but just talk about it off and on to keep me mollified
sollust1 9:35 AM I know
sollust1 9:35 AM except that i do intend to move
sollust1 9:36 AM I really liked St Louis a lot
ceilteach79 9:36 AM well, there's no sense fighting over any of this
ceilteach79 9:36 AM this is the real pain in the whole thing anyway
sollust1 9:36 AM yeah
ceilteach79 9:37 AM you feel abandoned by me, and that i abandoned david, and i feel like a giant piece of me has been ripped away
sollust1 9:37 AM yeah